A Family’s Greatest Sadness is our Greatest Fear.

Click here to learn more about Macie from TheTruth365.

When Bronwyn started treatment I had to sign off on all the chemo drugs used on her. One listed heart failure as a rare side effect. When Bronwyn drew the short straw on that one, only two weeks after her last treatment, we were stunned. In the months since I have learned much more about the treatments given to children and that heart failure is really not that rare. In fact, St. Jude’s discovered that heart issues are quite common in children treated with certain chemo drugs.

Our hearts go out to Macie’s family. I never knew Macie or her family. In fact, I never heard of her before TheTruth365 posted this picture and Macie’s story today yet my heart is broken. I must confess it is hard to see stories like this and not be freaked out as well as destroyed. There is a mix of brokeness for the family of another child taken by heart failure due to chemo and stabbing fear that this actually happens.

To really understand the cruelty of the treatment for childhood cancer that we accept as normal please click on the link and read the comments from other parents who have watched their child damaged by chemo suffer. It’s an eye opener. We need to find better treatments!

Childhood Cancer Survival: The Reality Beyond the 80%

The 80% survival rate for childhood cancer touted by governments and high profile cancer charities feels like a lie to childhood cancer survivors and their families and Rachel’s story tells why. This happens more often than not. The more I hear of medical issues most [as in 98% of] survivors face I feel a twinge of gratefulness that Bronwyn’s only issue is a heart transplant. If the only price she has to pay for cancer is an operation then she will be fine. Logically I know my optimism is naive. The majority of side effects from childhood cancer, called late effects for a reason, happen years later.

Rachel had a few good years before her effects took hold. We have to be thankful for every year, every day, of “good” that we have.

This is why better treatments are needed. Since Rachel’s treatment hardly anything has changed in childhood cancer treatment. Rachel tells the story of so many survivors. This is not the future I want for my child, for your child, for ANY child.

Please click and read: Rachel’s Story as a Childhood Cancer Survivor


Gabriella’s Three Wishes and Greatest Fear


What would you wish for if you were terminally ill?
In this four minute video by TheTruth35, Gabriella tells us what her wishes are.

This little 10 year old will astonish you with her answer to what her greatest fear is. Her wisdom and bravery take my breath away.

My World of Sadness, a rant and an action…..

marco-1Love For Marco

The Rant: In the last 24 hours the we lost two precious children to childhood cancer simply because they ran out of options. [About 10 children in North America die everyday from cancer.] I know the tendency is to say that medical science just hasn’t reached the point where more options could be developed but I can’t say that. With so little being done to find better treatments, worldwide, by governments, large charities and practically nothing by pharmaceutical companies, and so many good leads and brilliant researchers out there with not enough money to go full steam ahead the only reason I can see that these children died is lack of will.

Lack of will by big pharma to do more because childhood cancer treatment is not profitable…..lack of will by governments because more political points are won putting big bucks in adult cancers……lack of will by the largest cancer charities because of high overhead costs to keep bloated offices running and CEOs well paid, all trump the value placed on our children’s bald heads.

The lack of research is not due to lack of opportunity or need or even money. I am continually sickened at the financial reports of charities who boast of doing so much for others while keeping both hands firmly in the money pot to make their lives comfy. Governments, charities and pharmaceutical companies could all find the money needed just by shifting priorities.

We, the public, have accepted the toxic treatments for cancer, that poison both children and adult bodies, with crippling results, because it is all we have ever known. We think this is just the way it has to be. It doesn’t! Science continually moves forward. Breakthroughs and new ideas are continually being found yet the move towards change is painfully slow with damaging and even deadly consequences.

While government agencies and high profile charities push forward the misinformation of an 80% survival rate for childhood cancer, giving the impression that there is little that needs to be done, it is primarily the parents of children with a cancer diagnosis left to push for what is so desperately needed….better treatments, more options…..a cure. In fact most of the childhood cancer foundations created are started by grieving parents. Watching a child die a slow, hideous death from cancer or the side effects of the treatments, propels parents to push aside their grief and do whatever they can for others. Even those of us lucky enough to have surviving children are so scared by what we saw our children endure we cannot walk away from the battle.

Yes, it is a battle! We are working against a misinformed public and the apathy of those  holding tightly to the research purse strings…… It is such a difficult, exhausting fight……. The community of childhood cancer is full of sadness and pain and a deep feeling of injustice but it is one I can never walk away from. Now that I know what really goes on, the poisonous treatments, the wide array of side effects that go on for a lifetime, the appalling lack of funding, the possibilities for better treatments, the devastation and the hope….. this is a battlefield! …and I will never leave it’s trenches.

Gabriella has asked me, all of us, to stay in this war and I wouldn’t dream of disappointing her.

1412371_719512981409747_2092871295_oMake a Wish with Gabriella via TheTruth365.

The Action: Awareness is the first line of action in the war against childhood cancer. What is important to us must become important to the Powers That Be. Being aware of the issues and spreading that awareness is the starting line and something we can all do!

I’m going to ask you to do ONE thing, yep, just one! Watch this eight minute video by TheTruth365 and then pass it on. That’s it. That’s the starting point. Keep in mind that childhood cancer favours no ethnicity,  life-style or economic status. It is an equal opportunity killer. Even though this is an American video the issues are global.

Please, please join us. This battle will not be won unless those of you who have never been touched by childhood cancer help us. For 16 years of parenting I never knew anything about childhood cancer. I wish I did. I wish I could have been involved earlier. I might have made a difference for my child. Get involved. Make a difference for those not yet diagnosed.

[I know I have ranted on here with no links to any sites or research to back up my complaints. I have provided facts and info in other posts on this blog. TheTruth365 has a fact page here and Childhood Cancer Canada has one here.]